she never even make special days special, monthsaries, birthdays, they only passed as an ordinary days just like that, no emails, no message, nor phonecalls. Not even a single thought of them of what can lie ahead. Now he wonders, is there a single care that is given to him or does she never even think of him at all but her own aspiration that she wanted to pursue? This is an emotion, it could make you or break you.