i've received a phone text message somewhat similar to what i felt the past few days 'though i didn't fall inlove with the person(maybe just liked), but am completely recovered k? still very much inlove with erik =) . and i was right, 'twas really damn weird.
here it goes...

"You know what's weird?
It's when you already have that someone who holds your heart but still you fall inlove with another who just simply walked by..."

whew, survived the feeling somehow. but it's still weird for feeling it.i love my 'twin' but the thought of that 'john' sucks, makin' me hella confused. ;( truly, i love my bf. i dont know the guy anyways.

where are you?
thought we're gonna talk this morning when you wake up?
i'm badly waiting for you erik. i feel that it pains us both. (cry)
i hope to see you when i wake up. i still love you.