God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
As it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
If I surrender to His Will;
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life
And supremely happy with Him
Forever and ever in the next.

why is everyone i passed by today asked me about this erik??????????


i'm okay now okay? please...... mind thy bussiness!

shout it outtttttttttttt

finally started to say what i gotta say,
but........
can anyone hear me?????????
the person i wished to listen isn't at all interested! damn. =(
poor me!

"sometimes you need to care less to avoid being hurt..."

"how you see me is far too different from what i wanna show you.. look deeper.."

dream of chu haha

lol whatta dream
twas funny!
u made me smile right now chu, thanks to u
am feeling sad before we even talked.
thanks soo much for being soo nice to me and for not forgetting me upto this time ,really appreaciate it soooo very much muah


chu: basta d ko alam yung reason ang alam ko kc lagi raw akong bc kaya hindi kita nabibigyan ng time
tapos nung tym na tuloy n tuloy na yung date natin
i tried to luk for u at skul
tapos nakita nga kita sa isang classroom
hir's d bad part

i saw u wid another guy..
huhuhu
d lang un
u both did something.. ---------

tapos biglang alis ko dun sa room sabay nagicng ako sama neh
yeah, nasty
hehe

d ko kilala yung guy
pero nung dumating ako tapos na kayo hahaha
sorry ha

yung talagang masama sa loob ko nung nakita kita,, u'r crying after wat u did
wala akong mgawa,, naicp ko kasalanan ko yung nangyari
basta sama nun para sakin
cencia na

weh, tawa ka nang tawa ako naman devastated

hmmp
ahmm.. for me.. dapat d na kita icpn
hahaha

jm: aww buti ka pa u r always thinking of me

everytime kc na maglolog ako dito sa ym ikaw kagad naiicp at hinahanap ko.. no kiddin

kaya lang taken ka na i can feel it
hehe
ur realy in to dat guy,,

ahmm.. iba parin kc yung image mo kpag im trying to remember to days wen we wer in hi skul
the
old days i min

jm: aww lessons learned ano??
never gets too busy if there's a more impotant thing matters cuz it might taken away from u or it would suddenly be gone.

sure we can meet, i miss my place back there.
well,, once u loved a person, u never cease to love him or her.. opinyon ko lang yan
nagbabago lang ng level maybe
kaya jel,, kpag sad ka always remember,, important ka sakin ok..
baliwalain ka man ng iba sakin special ka..
mawala man sayo bf mo(wag naman sana) ako hindi hehe
ewan ko ba,, ayaw ko talagang malamn na nalulungkot ka hehe d ako sanay,,, kpag nakikita kc kita nun parang ang tapang mo eh hehe

ngek,, hindi ah,, para skin, ul always on top of everything
kya yan
hindi ka weak

ako naglalakas lakasan lang ng loob umuubra naman haha

emote (opposite person)

why is she kinda not excited when talking to him? nor excited to see him after a loooong day? and to even show that he is being missed by her after not seeing the whole day?? now he always thinks that he isn't as important to her as her ambitions are after all, that he is only seen as a person who is just there NOW but not in the next. he wonders, is there a single care of her to him or just her OWN life and OWN self that is important to her and is the only thing that she cares?


it's what he feels, sad but true.

she never even make special days special, monthsaries, birthdays, they only passed as an ordinary days just like that, no emails, no message, nor phonecalls. Not even a single thought of them of what can lie ahead. Now he wonders, is there a single care that is given to him or does she never even think of him at all but her own aspiration that she wanted to pursue? This is an emotion, it could make you or break you.

i've received a phone text message somewhat similar to what i felt the past few days 'though i didn't fall inlove with the person(maybe just liked), but am completely recovered k? still very much inlove with erik =) . and i was right, 'twas really damn weird.
here it goes...

"You know what's weird?
It's when you already have that someone who holds your heart but still you fall inlove with another who just simply walked by..."