whew, survived the feeling somehow. but it's still weird for feeling it.i love my 'twin' but the thought of that 'john' sucks, makin' me hella confused. ;( truly, i love my bf. i dont know the guy anyways.

where are you?
thought we're gonna talk this morning when you wake up?
i'm badly waiting for you erik. i feel that it pains us both. (cry)
i hope to see you when i wake up. i still love you.